Part I. Law of Inertia

I’ve Never Seen a War Before

 
Yeah, I’ve seen your kind before
A long, long time ago
In my past
It was just a game
Whether you win or lose
It’s a joy
You shoot someone – somebody dies
You pierce someone – if feels alright
 
 
Remember how my mother were
With iron will and eyes of coal
The way she asked to stay
Who’ll wash away the gore?
 
 
But I don’t play it anymore
And now I’ve changed my mind
Was so blind to find
I’ve never seen a war before oh-oh
 
 
And I’ve been walking through the streets but no one plays
And I’ve been hiding in the church but no one prays
And let me build a new home – no one adores me
And let me drawn my lungs – no one loves me
 
 
Yeah, I’ve adored you too
But I don’t understand you
Now in my present
It’s just a way of life
Whether you win or lose
It’s still a joy
You tear someone – somebody cries
You nuke someone – no love tonight
 
 
Remember how my father were
With my thoughts and lazy soul
The way he asked to stay
Who’ll be you fighting for?
 
 
But I don’t play it anymore
And now I’ve changed my mind
Was so blind to find
I’ve never seen a war before oh-oh
 
 
And I’ve been walking through the streets but no one plays
And I’ve been hiding in the church but no one prays
And let me build a new home – no one adores me
And let me drawn my lungs – no one loves me
 
 
What else can I hear or say?
Come out and play again
 
 
But I don’t play it anymore
And now I’ve changed my mind
Was so blind to find
I’ve never seen a war before oh-oh
 
 
And I’ve been walking through the streets but no one plays
And I’ve been hiding in the church but no one prays
And let me build a new home – no one adores me
And let me drawn my lungs – no one loves me
 
 
Can’t you hear, can’t you hear them saying
Come out and play again
Why can’t you come out and stay in your empty playground?
Why can’t you come out and stay?
 

Godfather

 
It’s so hard now
It’s so hard now
 
 
Now time has come, now time has come to go away
And if there’s something, little something – leave behind
What goes around, still comes around
And if there's a chance, a little chance – then come to me
 
 
I'm waiting here to hold you tender
I'm waiting here in our place
 
 
It's getting lonely, only lonely by the end
And there's a sadness, a blue sadness in the air
I’ve got to do the hardest thing
If only knew, I only knew the words to say
 
 
If you are love, my only love – make no surprise
Don’t be so late, don’t be late to save me now
I’m so tired, so ugly too
If only you, my lonely you was here to stay
 
 
That is the life with stars that shine
That is the life with love to find
 
 
Now time has come, now time has come for me to die
And if there's a sun, a real sun behind the clouds
Come out to see me, please don't be so shy
Shine one more time, one last time and just for me
 

When is My Time?

 
When I was five years old
I knew I’d do the things the way I had been told
When I was at the peak of fame
I knew I’d never meant to be the king of the game
 
 
When you survive in countless battles
When you blow up numerous kettles
Have you ever thought that you’d be dreaming?
When is my time?
La-la-la-la-la, la-la
Da-da-da-da-da, da-da
 
 
Then parents said
“Boy, listen, you’re a man
In no way do you believe in fate”
Yeah, that was late, too late, too late, too late
To crush the head with all might’s weight
 
 
When I’m sitting all alone
I realize I’ll be in prison in my modern dumb smartphone
When I’m sleeping without control
I know He’ll kick me in if I’m like a rolling ball
 
 
When you don’t love and love is empress
When you don’t hope and hope is deathless
Despair’s all around and in the question
When is my time?
La-la-la-la-la, la-la
Da-da-da-da-da, da-da
 
 
Will you admit the simple truth?
It’s not my time
 

The Hero

 
Blessed by Our Lord’s grace
I won’t cut lonely children’s cords
Maybe a smile will light up pretty face
Their orders are just empty words
 
 
But they applause more and more
You’ve surely won that cold war
And if the country needs a name
You will be called The Hero
 
 
Congratulations
You’re the pride of the nation
The keeper of its spirit too
At last, the truth is buried
In the order that you made
 
 
Once I thought
I was a man who can uphold a duty
The time I thought
Found out her love was more than just a beauty
 
 
I waged so many worthless wars
Now I don’t get what took my soul
Red sky above the fields
The country of fertile hills?
 
 
But they applause more and more
You’ve surely won that cold war
And if the country needs a name
You will be called The Hero
 
 
My life is like a nightmare
When I watch TV and news are scary
Famine here, famine there
Someone painted the city red
I’m still alone in my bed
 
 
No one wants my money
I used to be so funny
For much too long
Forgive me, people
I cannot bear this repentance
 
 
But they applause more and more
You’ve surely won that cold war
And if the country needs a name
You will be called The Hero
 
 
Blind
I feel it in my eyes
Who would have ever known?
The cure is being heroes
 

A Beautiful Girl

 
Each and every night
I’m sailing in my dreams
Looking for the lady
I’ve heard her voice before
 
 
Perfect body with a perfect face
In dresses made of finest lace
Because of you no more friends
I’ve cut those loose ends
 
 
She’s a type of girls so hard to find
A beautiful girl that always on my mind
 
 
Each and every day
I’m waiting in the streets
Looking for the lady
I’ve sought her love before
 
 
Tender feelings are all around
No escape, I’m the hound
Softly spoken words I need to hear
Release your worst inner fear
 
 
She’s a type of girls so hard to find
A beautiful girl that always on my mind
 
 
From love to hate to love again
Time after time and back to start
Don’t know what you are
But who you are
The truth is one
 
 
Someone to feel
Someone to love
Someone to pray
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Someone like you
 
 
Blue as ocean, more like skies
Golden hair suits the eyes
Maybe odd but she’s like fire
Hit me with your best desire
 
 
She’s a type of girls so hard to find
A beautiful girl that always on my mind
 
 
As legends say
Wish you were here with me
Wish you were here with me
Wish you were here with me
 

Love Dread

 
Truth so sad – you’ll never learn
Sins so bad – you won’t forgive
It’s so delightful when you dream
It’s so disgraceful when you scheme
Casting glances
Cocking all the guns
I won’t stay alone when it’s dead
No, I won’t go, it’s just love dread
 
 
Love killer
Love healer
Love thriller
What should I do now?
 
 
Love dealer
Love weaver
Love stealer
What should I do next?
 
 
Thoughts so wrong – you did your best
Nights so long – you didn’t call
It’s so delicious when you care
It’s so outrageous when you swear
Hiding insults
Revving up the engines
I won’t stay alone when words are said
No, I won’t go, it’s just love dread
 
 
Love killer
Love healer
Love thriller
What should I do now?
Love dealer
Love weaver
Love stealer
What should I do next?
 
 
You may be as well smart
You’ll never be right
You may put a helluva fight
You’ll never get your heart back
 
 
I won’t stay alone with all the lies
I’ve been fed
No, I won’t go, it’s just love dread
 
 
Love killer
Love healer
Love thriller
What should I do now?
 
 
Love dealer
Love weaver
Love stealer
What should I do next?
 
 
Whether you’re an expert or a stranger
All you’ll be in love danger
 

In My Domain

 
In the place where I live and I learn
There are some stars, so many burn
In my domain, in this lonely night
Their light for me seems not right
 
 
Too late, too late for home
Too late, too late for love
 
 
In my bed she roams
Yet death not comes
Sleep alone if you’re like a pawn
So shine upon until the dawn
 
 
In the place where we stay and we strive
Love still exists, it’ll keep us alive
In my domain, in this lovely night
Their lights in me, I’ll continue the fight
 
 
Too much, too much for pride
Too much, too much for passion
 
 
In my bed she roams
Yet death not comes
Sleep alone if you’re like a pawn
So shine upon until the dawn
 

Somebody, Please, Call Me a Freak

 
I remember
Those times were good
For years I’ve been fed
For years I’ve been bad
For years I’ve been sad
All the time I’ve been dead
Always loyal to the dark side
 
 
Never cared what people said
Never cared about them
Never cared what I’ve done
Never cared about me
 
 
Mama taught me I’m ambitious
Killing all my dear friends
But wait, isn’t life that vicious?
Scumbag full of shit
Disgrace to the parents
Label you, don’t label us
How fair is this thing?
So answer is I said enough
Enough with big high expectation
For never-ending education
I’m supposed not to be like this
 
 
Somebody, please, call me a freak
Call me an ogre
Cause I’m your shame
Treat me like a monster
Cure the wrong within
 
 
I just wanna get something else
All I need is my youth
All I need is abuse
All I need is confuse
And I need no excuse
Justifying this unholy war
 
 
Never cared what people said
Never cared about them
Never cared what I’ve done
Never cared about me
 
 
She once left me unconscious
Whining like a little bitch
Hey wait, how can’t I be ferocious?
Damn your vain lives
Scapegoat for you all
Doubt you, don’t doubt us
Why do you still exist?
So answer is I paid enough
Enough insane rebel contribution
To a never-changing constitution
I’m supposed not to be like this
 
 
Somebody, please, call me a freak
Call me an ogre
Cause I’m your shame
Treat me like a monster
Cure the wrong within
 
 
I don’t wanna be a patient
And I don’t need your poor patience
No patience in love
No patience in battle
No patience in paradise
No patience in fate
And Hell awaits
 
 
Never cared what people said
Never cared about them
Never cared what I’ve done
Never cared about me
 
 
Somebody, please, call me a freak
Call me an ogre
Cause I’m your shame
Treat me like a monster
Cure the wrong within
 
 
I am the awakened Devil
Rise, demons
Hell awaits
 

Still

 
Still the rain is coming
I don’t know where
Still looking for the truth
I cannot bear
 
 
Still the sun is shining
Above my weary head
Still sleeping with the booze
Lonely in my bed
 
 
And still, still, still
Still same voice
Still same thoughts
Yet another beauty is bleeding out of love
For you (for you)
 
 
Still the wind is blowing
Moving silver hair
Still expecting fun and honor
Time to play fair
 
 
Still the moon is rising
Ringing like a bell
Still approaching softly
Afraid to break the spell
 
 
And still, still, still
Still same voice
Still same thoughts
Yet another beauty is slipping far way
From you (from you)
 
 
Still the snow is falling
Back to mother ground
Still reflecting memories
Body in a shroud
 
 
And still, still, still
Still same voice
Still same thoughts
Yet another beauty is wasting her youth
Because of you (because of you)
 
 
And still, still, still
Still same voice
Still same thoughts
Yet another beauty is making bitter love
To you (to you)
 

The Darkest of Our Days

 
So what?
Is it a world of rumors now?
Then let my words flow
 
 
Never seen their other countries
Got the best in the palm of my hand
Never seen blood on the soles of my shoes
Who write in red in that yellow press?
 
 
May I go on?
May I carry on?
 
 
Never seen a rotting corpse
Never felt so starving to wars
Drugs that make some lives
Have I ever paved these trails?
Back to me
When I was punished for fails
Oh dear fellas
 
 
Been a human, not a soldier
Is it a fortune to lose
Not a country but the soul of it?
Is it a way to choose
Not a state but an engine of greed?
Gimme one more lead
Sew up
Chew up
Throw away
 
 
Chasing the elusive peace
What we forgot, what we’ll achieve
Pouring poison with a kiss
Perhaps it is the time for us to leave
 
 
May I go on?
May I carry on?
 
 
With all the wizards that are gone
Our magic is bleeding, drowning in the Styx
Are you fixing leaks?
Gather those ungrateful pricks
 
 
Tears, tears, tears
Puddles like the darkest of our skies
Fears, fears, fears
Among the worst and smartest of our lies
 
 
Imagine those Shakespeare plays
Through the darkest of our days
 

Fate to Fade

 
All important things
Limited by age
Numbers solve this crime
Dust is our end
 
 
I’ve climbed the highest mountain
I’ve ruled the darkest fears
With years, with dumber brain
It seems (it looks) more vain
 
 
Slaves to the order
Obedient children
Is it really our fate?
Our fate to fade?
 
 
I’ve spent so many boring years
Drawing a lucky ticket
Big warm house
Eternal love
And His wide smile across
Vanilla sky
 
 
Oh my Maker
Can’t you say?
How it ended this way?
I’m older
I’m colder
And I’m closer to the border
Well, I’ve crossed it anyway
 
 
Odd primal rules
Disturbed by an echo
Body scarred and the wounds
Aching to be free
 
 
I’ve shined the brightest kingdom
I’ve eclipsed the very sun
My gun, my sword of justice
Won’t breed (won’t give) more peace
 
 
Slaves to the order
Obedient children
Is it really our fate?
Our fate to fade?
 
 
These dark waters pulling deeper
So lonely, so deserted
Only shadows float around
Surface dwellers sure no better
How can they live so upbeat
When they’re just a meat?
So mourned today, shroud tomorrow
Too bad it is your time I borrow
 
 
Slaves to the order
Obedient children
Is it really our fate?
Our fate to fade?
 
 
Oh my Maker
Can’t you say?
How it ended this way?
I’m stupid
I’m putrid
But someone has got to do it
Has to live no matter what
 

Never

 
Never
Never is such an empty word
Never say never (never say never)
Say you yes, say you no
Using all the time
 
 
But I’ll never, never, never
Never fade away without a trace
And I’ll never, never, never
Never betray your way
Never dream alone – without you
Never mourn love – within you
I’ll be here forever
I’ll never leave, so let it not happen
I’ll never…
 
 
Two years have gone
I'm not half the guy I used to be
Does it affect the way you treat me?
Gloomy weather on the roasted day
Oh girl your look kills me
I’d hate to hear it every time
Man never changes
 
 
Never
Never is just like always
Never is still never (never is still never)
Say you yes, say you no
Using all the time
 
 
But I’ll never, never, never
Never fade away without a trace
And I’ll never, never, never
Never betray your way
Never dream alone – without you
Never mourn love – within you
I’ll be here forever
I’ll never leave, so let it not happen
I’ll never…
 
 
Wish I could be here
To hold back your tears
Dear, shed some mine instead of them
No I don’t wanna lose your hidden gem
But you and mama once said
Man never cries
 
 
But I’ll never, never, never
Never fade away without a trace
And I’ll never, never, never
Never betray your way
Never dream alone – without you
Never mourn love – within you
I’ll be here forever
I’ll never leave, so let it not happen
I’ll never…